Look, I just shed tears homie and now I ain’t too proud to admit it

Just seen my father for the first time in a minute

And when I say a minute I mean years man

Damn, a whale could have swam in them tears fam

Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days

When it was just me and my brother and my mother played

Father, cause no other man bothered

Not even my biological, it never seemed logical

But I accepted it cause I ain’t know no better

Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater

No pops was like Martin with no Coretta

So many things you could have told me

And saved me the trouble of lettin’ my mistakes show me

I feel like you barely know me

And that’s a shame cause our last name is the same

That blood type flowin’ through our veins is the same

My mama left you and maybe your anger’s to blame

But that’s no excuse, only you and God know the truth

And why you only call monthly, barely ever saw me

Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury

Maybe I should be tellin’ you fuck you cause you selfish

But I want a father so bad, I can’t help but…


Breakdown. 

VTM